Him..

I know i love u..

How can it be..?!!

Today.. I miss him..
Always askin myself.. How can it be..?
I tot this year I wun fall in love with any1..



But............

HOW CAN IT BE..?

I HATE MYSELF

Im so confuse..

Im reali confused..!!

Any1 can help me..?

Gatherin =)

Hooray..!! Just came bck from a gatherin with my frens..
* Yenyeng
* Sherry
* Hui Wen
* Li ying
* Jian Pang




THANKS FOR GIVING ME A WONDERFUL DAY..!!
I love u all so muchie..!!
xD

Maybe its true.......

Maybe ts true.. I fall in LOVE with u




How can it be..?
Im stupid..!!

My result..!! xD

Hooray..

Just got all my exam paper except Physics.. This subject i know sure i'll fail.. Plus im not reali good at calculation.. That's why.. Fine

Just be happy for what God had given to me..!!

xD

My results for me is quite okie lah.. Just Addmaths failed..

Those who'r mankind sure fail this subj.. Haha * No any offenses to those who pass ohh *

Hehe..

Im prayin to God that i can pass for my Physic..!!

T____T

AMEN

We changed our MIND

Ish..
I tot we can attent to the weddin dinner?
At last..



My dad asked 3 of us.. ( Sisters and Me ) to stay at home..
Bcoz he need to fetch her sister ( auntie 4 ) xD




But its okie..
We have our plan too..!! xD


After goin to church we went to buy clothsfor attent the weddin dinner..
But then..
Not use at all..



Fine.
We went bck home around 4 then we took a nap until 6++
Quite fresh after the nap..
xD


As i said_____ Sleep always the BEST THING in the world _____ xD
Then my eldest sis's fren called her..
We plan to eat LokLok..



Then we went there around 7pm
Wahh.. I like the MatTohYao..!!
Niceehh xD



Then after eatin dinner,
We went to play mahjong..
But i dunno at all..



Haihh
Also sien d lah





But its okie
Lets wish tomorrow will be a GOOD DAY
Pray this with God's name..!!

AMEN

Weddin Dinner

Yeah.. Will attend myself and my family as well to a WEDDIN DINNER..
But not my weddin dinner lah of course.. ( Every1 knows ) xD




My cousin?
Err.. Relative lahh..
Dunno how to say.. Just to confuse..
Im wonderin that what's her relation with me..
Funny? Yes..!!
I cant remember =___=





Well..
Just bought a new shirt costed RM16!!

So cheap rite?
Plus its branded shirt which is sold in PADINI..
Not that branded also lah..


( Talkin rubbish )






And watched a movie just now..

_ The book Of Eli _
Nice ehh





=)

Exam was finished

Exam finished..
We were released..





But my maths got 66 ahh.. Why..?
Cant imagine how's my others sub..





Add maths will fail definately
Physics..
Chemistry..



Hmm.. Cant think of it
Its okie..
Just dun compare to others..
Every1 got talents rite..? <3




I HOPE I DO HAVE..!!





Yes.. Edwin Jay..
Ur retarted.. Asked me to sing the " Bad romance "
Dun u think its a tough task that I might not qualified to do?





Ur reali RETARTED..!!




But fine.. I would like to sing if ONLI I memorise thr lyrics..
xD



Dun be mad at me..
I just dun have high self-confidence like u do..
Haha






Monday will be a Good day..? Or terrible day..?
Hmm..? Am I suppose to use this adjective..?
Haha



Its bcoz of that day teachers will returns back the exam papers to us..
Lets pray to God that oni Add maths fail and not others subject T_____T

AMEN

CNY

Huh.. Bck to kampung

I alwax love to goin bck..

Bcoz can meet my relative..

Ohh yeah.. !!

Just too fun

Chicken farm..?

For me.. If there's no chicken farm at kampung..

Then its not KAMPUNG.. !!

xD

But i dun take pictures with CHICKEN.. !!

xD

Nahh.. Im getting fat..!!
Should cut down on sugar..


But..
Its not that easy to do that..






* Is prayingggggg *
LOL










Well..
Goin bck was a risk for us..
Bcoz we thought that there will be sumthin happened..
LOL..




But..
NO..!!





Amen..
Thanks God



For His loves and kind..
Leaded us with no any complaint..





I just LOVE You so much..
My dear God..!!

Muii

Muii cute xD

xD

Eiks.. Long time no see muii jor..

Eventhough we live near each other..

But alwax dun hv the chance to meet..

Yesterday she came to my house..

Bcoz her parents not home..

So she FORCED to come to my house..

Cheh.. !! * I tot she miss me * =.=

Its okie.. Fine..

I be bck at 4pm.. Saw her miss called..

Then called her bck..

After few mins..

She reached..

Then.. We talk talk talk..

She said she PONTENG.. !!

What..

My mind was fully blank that time..

Its okie..

I assume her was too playful..

But.. Should guide her properly..

T____T

Then she wanted to see CM..

She called him using my phone..

But its so lucky that CM was not free that time..

So cant go out..

Hahs xD

Then she was still not feel like giving up..

Fine..

She called WK..

Im sure WK dun go without me..

Hahs.. !!

Im correct..

Then muii give up edi..

We planed to go for a walk at playground..

Then we went to playground around 5pm+

我该怎么办？

怎么办?

Just ignore all these things..!!

Well.. Im being moody for so many days..

Time pass fast and I dun think I can handle it..







TROUBLESOME..!! I dunwan to face it..

As im scared.. Or worried..?







Huhh..

Im down.. What I can say now is.. IM DOWN..









For what was happened to my life..

As u know..

Im not that strong...







RIDICULOUS..!!

FUNNY..!!









Maybe.. U dun take it as a PROBLEM.. But I DO..!!







Okie..?

Please take yr responsibility..









SHOW ME THAT U LOVE me..!!

Can u..?









No1 knows that Im worryin bout all these things..

No1 I can share my problems..







NO1..!!

Life..

Im oni 16 this year..

Goshh..
Im oni 16 this year..
Why alot of trouble waitin for me..?



我好累
不懂怎么安慰你们
我也需要人安慰


笑
不代表快乐


哭
不代表不快乐




Ant1 understand my feelin rite now..?
Bcoz of Im still young..
So I dun hv anythin to help..




I dunwan to cry..
But tears drop drastically..!!





Is there any solution..?

Obstacles..
We can consider best friend now rite..?





Im tired..
But will nvr give up..




God..
Show me yr way..
As i pray.. I'll survive

Bola Tampar xD

Today went to Bola tampar activity koko.. xD





One word..




SYOK..!!

xD

Cell group =)

Today went to church nehh..
But.. We were late.. xD


Then.. We did what we usualy do..
Singing.. Praying.. And listen to the pastor..
Talk talk talk.. xD



Today's topic

EXTRA ORDINARY FAITH



Haha..
Nice yar..




After that we went to cell group at Sue Yee's house..
Quite funny..
Today is also xiiao yen's BDAE..!! xD
Happy bdae.. My sister in christ..!!





Cell group was fantastic..!!
Its alwax the best way to connect with our church's youth..!!
Amen..

Physics killing me..!!

Ohh.. Physics killing me..
Quite hard hor..
Sei mou..?





Must try more harder..
=)


Gah yao bah..

我讨厌现在的我..

Now form4 edi..

I want to be better than b4..

But there's no point that i rush too fast..

And it will brings me alot of trouble..

I started get into troubles..

Not alot.. But its makes me goin to be blank in my mind..

I dunno how others think about me..

But i know I've changed..

MY LIFE's GREY

Changed to sum1 that I nvr wanted to be..

Its so scary..

I dunwan to be like this..

Bcoz it maked me feel uncomfortable..

This is not the real me..

I suppose to be good and kind as b4..

But why..?

My temper.. My attitude..

Everythin in me..

Seems so hard to control..

I wan to be better in my studies..

But im too rush..

Rush untill its not the way I wan..

My tears drops..

Not droplet..

But look like a dropper..

Not reali easy to make it stop..

I wanna be better..!!

Can I..?

Will it be..?

Im so scare

Im so scare..
Im so scare..
Im so scare..





Now go into better class..
Im stress..
All classmates's result very good..
Can I handle the new syllabus?




If no tuition..
Will drop class ler..
And my class no 1 i know de..
All from b.c.d.e geh class geh






HOW?!!

Yeah..!! I baptized..!!

What i want to say in the beginning of my blog is THANK GOD.
Reali reali thanks God..





=)
Finally I can baptize..
Even mum dun sign for me.. But I
still went for the baptize class.. Then I baptized..!!
OMG..!!









Im so thankful that i belongin to u =)
Reali.. Ur the 1 I wanted for so long..





Please bless my family.. frens.. My studies and everythin in my life =)






MUAKSS..!!!

I got my result`

Hmm.. Got result edi..
Quite okie lah..




But have to try more harder nex year =)
Thanks God..

Its reali a miracle to me