I must be regret if one day u left

Hurmm..
Kinda sad bcoz of family problems.
What a family like that?


Is money reali important, mama?
I dun understand



And is that reali hard to open yr mouth and talk to us, papa?
What is in yr mind? Tell us.
We wan to know..



Everytime we talk to u..
Ur face shows us that u got nth to say besides answerin our question.
We're yr children rite?
We're rite?
So whats the point u shut yr mouth when ur not suppose to?
We must communicate u know..



We're tryin so hard to find a chance to have family time with u, dad..
Do u know that?
Y must u work on that day?
We suppose to hang out together.
We suppose to have our time to talk and to understand each other better.
But u've wasted the time.

U choose to work and u didnt wan to hang out with us? Why?
.................................. * alot question mark *





Well..
I went to church today.
Pastor was preachin.
She shared her experience of God to all of us.
It was kinda a touchin story I ever heard.


She told us bout her family.
Her family is worst than mine.
How the family looks like when a pair of couple - Her dad n mum -
always fight for little stuff



For example.
Her dad has alottttt girl friendSSSS * Its alotttt *
Her mum own others moneySSSSS * Its alotttt *



They were fightin about all these stuff..
Bcoz of this issue, they broke their relationship and finally DIVORCE.
How sad is this situation?



But once the father fallen ill
The pastor sent him to hospital and no one knows what is actuali happens to her father..
And then,

GF gone.
Career gone.

But he got bck his wife.

Her father soon accepted GOD and he's willing to become the son of GOD.
Its amazin






I hope my dad and mum can be like them also.
:(
Will keepon prayin for them. AMEN.

Hmmmmmmmmm..

Ouh yeahh..!!
Today mornin was the first day I saw SING YEE and YI PING..!!
Bcoz of the tuition class..
Kinda miss them so muchh.. :)



So, as usual..
We talked alott..
PING told me bout her things and I told her bout mine :(
Kinda sad just bcoz of * THAT *




I hope we can settle it as soon as POSSIBLE.
Bcoz it has been troubled us for few days..
I feel like givin up..
:(
Should I?
NO WAY....!!!! ahahahah xD






PING ahh PING,
I hope yr decision will brings u to a hapinness endin okie
I'll definately be there for u when u need me :)





Ouh yeahh..
Tmr is THURSDAY
Gonna go to YIPING's house..
Yes, to do our ACCOUNT FOLIO..!!



AISHHHH -.-
Its killin us..
We actuali dunno how to start it so we decided to have a discussion tmr.



Hope to finish it.. At least part of it..
I dunwan to get scold by TEACHER :(





GOOD LUCK to 3of us babe :)
Heeee........






AND NOW
I MISS HIM :((((


FAlllING IN L0v3 <3

Aishhhh.. RAYA :(

RAYA......
First of all.. I would like to wish all Islamic a
Happy Raya Day and..
have an AWESOME celebration :)




Yes, I've been a long time didnt post everythin in my life that I actuali used to do b4
Hee.. My life now is changed..
Changed in what way??


Lets figure out babe :)



Yup, kinda happy to meet a new friend.
XIAO ZHA BOOO :)



KOR YI PING
:)


Im happy to be with her and now we are oredy best friend.
I hope our relationship can remains like now untill we DIE :)



Besides,
I would like to say SORRY
Sorry to my old friends..


Especially YENYENG's gang..
I think I might make u all feel like LEFT OUT..
But actuali ur all in my HEART. The bottom of my HEART babe :)




Im here to apologise for ignorin u all since YIPING came to this sch..
I didnt mean to do that
But just coz of sum issue and I HAVE TO.


As u know,
She is NEW.. We have the responsibility to help her in studies..
Or even making friends and enlarge the relationship circle..




Is tryin to change myself.. Get bck my life ..!!
Awwwww.. Started a NEW RELATIONSHIP.



And..
It makes me feel happy but at the same time,
It can drives me crazy :(



Hurmmm..
I hope everythin happen now is just a moment..
Settle down.. Will be okie then :)

Always BELIEVE in myself that I can cope with the stress
DO MY BESTTTT ..!!





Start from now on..
I will do better in my studies

PHYSIC FAILED?
NVM.


CHEMISTRY FAILED?
NVM.


ADD MATHS FAILED?
NVM.



There's always another CHANCE.
Just 1 more time..!!






I gonna pass u all :)

IM SICK OF IT ..!!

IM SICK OF IT!!!!!
Hmmmmm..

Im reali sick of everythi.. How hard just to forget everythin..
Sadly.. The more u wan to delete all the sad memories
the hard u forget bout it..




These few days,
Im totally not in a mood..
Tryin to crack a smile just to let them know IM OKIE..
But.. Am i reali look happy?













All bout studies..
I did tried my best..
I DID!!!!


Trust me for once? Please :(





Other than that..
Im frustrated bcoz of u..
I hope u know what Im reali yearni for..
U used to be so happy whenever ur textin with me..
But why u changed now?




If ur tired
Tell me..
I'll give u time to rest..
I know u tired of comfortin me..
I dunno why these few days Im actin like that..
I mad at u all the time
Being so frail..

"----[]--- put this
----[]--- on your
----[]---facebook page
[][][][][] if you're
----[]--- not embarrassed
----[]--- to tell
----[]--- others that
----[]--- you believe in
----[]--- God.
96% of people won't stand up for God. 4% Will.

Live Strong!"

I hate to be in love.

First of all..

I would like to tell to u all that I've got a new friend..

She's kind and friendly..

Its freakin weird that we always speak malay but actuali we are chinese!!

AHAHA..

Linly, THANKS

:)

Hurmm..

I used to laugh alot and alot..

But recently

My face looks like so cool je..

Some of my friend always ask me what the hell happends on me..

But i replied them

: Nothing and tryin to fake a smile.

Bcoz i believe that if I smile to the world,

and the world will smile to me..

I used to think positively.

:)

About him,

Im dissapointed,

He's changed and I dunno what to say bout him..

But in my heart

He's still the best one among all of them..

I always thank God that sendin me a guy like him

I hope our relationship will remains like that

and it will never turns to an end of arguement..

Our relationship is a circle that is no end

:)

I do know how it feels like when some1 u love is cryin

WE BOTH CRIED.

You @ Me

Be stronger.

What God wants me to do?

What God wants me to do? I always ask myself..
But I didnt get the answer.



God, tell me what u want from me?
What can I do for me?
Im useless lah..



Everytime I think of u, I feel guitly..
I dun deserve u.. and yr love..
But u first loves me, so that I know the feelings of love..



Love God first, above all else and that we love others as we love ourself..
So that I can fullfill God's requirement? IS THAT TRUE?



BUT,
I USUALY PUT MYSELF FIRST..!!
This is exactly opposite what we are called to do
This is why I hate myself..
Just feel like punchin the wall and break myself into pieces..!!



Change me please, with the power of YOU, my Lord.

God.

Thanks God..
For sent me a mum like her..
Mummy..


MUMMY..

=)


I LOVE U..!!
I do appreciated u so much..
I do care for u..
I do love u soooooooOOOO much..
More than u know..



MUMMY

=(



IM SO SORRY
For my sturburness..
For my harshness..
For what I've done which makes u angry and sad..



But..
I do love u so much..




THANKS GOD..
For giving me a mummy like this..
From the love of my mum..
I can see Your love to me..
And I felt it..!!




MUAKSS.

U just dunno how's my feelings.

Im too over..

Its time for me to let go of everythin..

Which is not belong to me..

What for i go and catch and catch and catch..?

In the end..

I got nothin..

Im strong.. Im strong..

Im stronger than u thought

Im tryin to put aside what they think of me.

Maybe Im reali not qualified to have all these things.

But Im tryin to improve myself..

Can u please wait for me.

Slow down yr steps and try to look behind.

Im still waitin u to comfort me.

But u DIDNT..

Yea.. Its reali easy to say than DONE.

All I can do is to trust in u.

Believe that ur mine and Im yours.

Im tryin to be better.

Randomly posted. :)

Hwee..
It feels like long time i didnt update my bloggie..
Must be up to date abit ..!! HAHA



Well,
Im busy buSY BUSY with my homeworks..!!
Its a mountain of HOMEWORKS..

Aggghh..!! Dun feel like doin it u know..
But too bad..!! I must finish it by this Wednesday..
Or not Im goin to kill myself






Hmm..
Exam is coming soon..
I WILL STUDY..!!



HAHA..

Webcam-ing with Edwin

Hee..
He's so cute..
I hope to pinch his face lah..
Hee






Muakss..
Love u dear..!!

God.. Why are u so good to me..?

God.. Why are u so good to me..?
I dun deserve it.. Its true.. But..
WHY??!! Why are You so good to me..?




U comforts me when Im down..
U feels me when Im in need..
Why are You so good to me..?




Sumtimes I think that U nvr listens to my prayers..
But actuali..
You do listens to me..
You're helpin me..
You're doin sumthin in me..



NOW I FEEL IT..!!
God..
Please show me yr love




EVERY SECOND
EVERY MINUTE
EVERYDAY..!!




Thanks you for DIE for us..
Thanks you for the love and care..






I'LL LOVE U..
<3

I feel so guilty.. Who knows?

Dear Lord.. I know Im sinned..
Pleas ebring me bck to u..
I went to church today..
And I felt the love from You..
It cannot be seen.. Or even touch..
But FEEL..!!




I tot You leave me..
But actualy no..
I love him..
What can I do now?





Sis disagree with us..
But I dO LOVE HIM..
So much..





I hope Im not goin to cry tmr..
Bcoz Im STRONGER than u know..





I LOVE U GOD..!!
Sry

Congrats to YENYENG and JIA ROU

Ohh thanks God.
So much..


Yen yeng and Jia rou got TOP 2 in their class..!!
Not bad hor..!! <3
See.. God's so powerful..
But they are smart too..!!



Dun give up..!!
Get THE FIRST nex time okie..?



Good luck my baby frens..!!
Muakss

The lyrics of MY song - The smile on my face -

I open the window

My eyes is lookin at the sky

There's a rainbow after the rain

And I know Im thinkin of u

Kiss me and you will see the stars

Love me then I'll give them to u

* UUUUUuu iu~~ *

I love u more than u know

I just wish u didnt have to go

Lets see the smile on my face

And I know thats what u wanted too

I open the window

My eyes is lookin to the brightest star

Now I can imagine how much I love u

And u just have to say love me too

_______________________________________________ _____________________

Ahh.. Is makin the melody..

Hope can finish by this week..

Lets bless me..!!

I'll sing it to all of my fren

* LOUDLY *

Bcoz I like to sing

Baby

Red box

Ohh yeah.. Its me

Mr.Shean leh..!! Handsome lah..

I faint lah when i was takin pics with *HIM*

=) See..!! Again xD

Lets eat..!! xD

Shean ahh Shean..!! How can u be so handsome like this..!!

Ishh.. All pics terbalik.. Hee
Today very happy..
Went to Red box with my fren..

This is Mr.Shean.. Handsome ehh

Cant u see me..?

Hmm.. Fried rice baby..

But my spagetti not that nice lah..

T__T

Never finish it also

B4 I went out today.

Took this at my mum's room

Hee =)

Very enjoy ehh today..

I sang all the song bcoz i was missin him that time..

Dear

Miss u ehh

I hope 1day I can sing to him face to face..

=)

Yenyeng ahh.. I hope u to be happy everday okie?

Not good to be moody..

Alwas enjoy yr life okie baby?

BEST FRIEND FOREVER..!!

I SWEAR

=)

All my life

All my life..
I've prayed for sum1 like u.. Baby..
And I hope that u feel the same too..
I hope u do love me too..





I LOVE GOD..!!

A discussion with MY LOVELY - Yap Yen Yeng..!!

Hmm..
Today I was so down
Bcoz Im thinkin of what should I do at this moment..



God..!!
I reali dunwan to leave u..!!
Im so sorry for what I've done..



SORRY..!!




Yenyeng..
Im here to say THANKS to u..
Bcoz ur alwax there for me when Im in need..!!
Thanks.. I do love u so much..!! <3 U agreed with me.. Yr support is the oni thing i want now..

U said YOU CAN TRY..

Thanks for this answer.. Im really appeaciated u..
Thanks so much..
I do love Him and him so much lah..
Sorry.. My lovely God..!!
Please lead me whenever Im in need..
Sorry..!!

I LOVE U

GOD

Him..

I know i love u..