What God wants me to do?

What God wants me to do? I always ask myself..
But I didnt get the answer.



God, tell me what u want from me?
What can I do for me?
Im useless lah..



Everytime I think of u, I feel guitly..
I dun deserve u.. and yr love..
But u first loves me, so that I know the feelings of love..



Love God first, above all else and that we love others as we love ourself..
So that I can fullfill God's requirement? IS THAT TRUE?



BUT,
I USUALY PUT MYSELF FIRST..!!
This is exactly opposite what we are called to do
This is why I hate myself..
Just feel like punchin the wall and break myself into pieces..!!



Change me please, with the power of YOU, my Lord.