Now form4 edi..
I want to be better than b4..
But there's no point that i rush too fast..
And it will brings me alot of trouble..
I started get into troubles..
Not alot.. But its makes me goin to be blank in my mind..
I dunno how others think about me..
But i know I've changed..
MY LIFE's GREY
Changed to sum1 that I nvr wanted to be..
Its so scary..
I dunwan to be like this..
Bcoz it maked me feel uncomfortable..
This is not the real me..
I suppose to be good and kind as b4..
But why..?
My temper.. My attitude..
Everythin in me..
Seems so hard to control..
I wan to be better in my studies..
But im too rush..
Rush untill its not the way I wan..
My tears drops..
Not droplet..
But look like a dropper..
Not reali easy to make it stop..
I wanna be better..!!
Can I..?
Will it be..?
