I must be regret if one day u left

Hurmm..
Kinda sad bcoz of family problems.
What a family like that?


Is money reali important, mama?
I dun understand



And is that reali hard to open yr mouth and talk to us, papa?
What is in yr mind? Tell us.
We wan to know..



Everytime we talk to u..
Ur face shows us that u got nth to say besides answerin our question.
We're yr children rite?
We're rite?
So whats the point u shut yr mouth when ur not suppose to?
We must communicate u know..



We're tryin so hard to find a chance to have family time with u, dad..
Do u know that?
Y must u work on that day?
We suppose to hang out together.
We suppose to have our time to talk and to understand each other better.
But u've wasted the time.

U choose to work and u didnt wan to hang out with us? Why?
.................................. * alot question mark *





Well..
I went to church today.
Pastor was preachin.
She shared her experience of God to all of us.
It was kinda a touchin story I ever heard.


She told us bout her family.
Her family is worst than mine.
How the family looks like when a pair of couple - Her dad n mum -
always fight for little stuff



For example.
Her dad has alottttt girl friendSSSS * Its alotttt *
Her mum own others moneySSSSS * Its alotttt *



They were fightin about all these stuff..
Bcoz of this issue, they broke their relationship and finally DIVORCE.
How sad is this situation?



But once the father fallen ill
The pastor sent him to hospital and no one knows what is actuali happens to her father..
And then,

GF gone.
Career gone.

But he got bck his wife.

Her father soon accepted GOD and he's willing to become the son of GOD.
Its amazin






I hope my dad and mum can be like them also.
:(
Will keepon prayin for them. AMEN.

Hmmmmmmmmm..

Ouh yeahh..!!
Today mornin was the first day I saw SING YEE and YI PING..!!
Bcoz of the tuition class..
Kinda miss them so muchh.. :)



So, as usual..
We talked alott..
PING told me bout her things and I told her bout mine :(
Kinda sad just bcoz of * THAT *




I hope we can settle it as soon as POSSIBLE.
Bcoz it has been troubled us for few days..
I feel like givin up..
:(
Should I?
NO WAY....!!!! ahahahah xD






PING ahh PING,
I hope yr decision will brings u to a hapinness endin okie
I'll definately be there for u when u need me :)





Ouh yeahh..
Tmr is THURSDAY
Gonna go to YIPING's house..
Yes, to do our ACCOUNT FOLIO..!!



AISHHHH -.-
Its killin us..
We actuali dunno how to start it so we decided to have a discussion tmr.



Hope to finish it.. At least part of it..
I dunwan to get scold by TEACHER :(





GOOD LUCK to 3of us babe :)
Heeee........






AND NOW
I MISS HIM :((((


FAlllING IN L0v3 <3

Aishhhh.. RAYA :(

RAYA......
First of all.. I would like to wish all Islamic a
Happy Raya Day and..
have an AWESOME celebration :)




Yes, I've been a long time didnt post everythin in my life that I actuali used to do b4
Hee.. My life now is changed..
Changed in what way??


Lets figure out babe :)



Yup, kinda happy to meet a new friend.
XIAO ZHA BOOO :)



KOR YI PING
:)


Im happy to be with her and now we are oredy best friend.
I hope our relationship can remains like now untill we DIE :)



Besides,
I would like to say SORRY
Sorry to my old friends..


Especially YENYENG's gang..
I think I might make u all feel like LEFT OUT..
But actuali ur all in my HEART. The bottom of my HEART babe :)




Im here to apologise for ignorin u all since YIPING came to this sch..
I didnt mean to do that
But just coz of sum issue and I HAVE TO.


As u know,
She is NEW.. We have the responsibility to help her in studies..
Or even making friends and enlarge the relationship circle..




Is tryin to change myself.. Get bck my life ..!!
Awwwww.. Started a NEW RELATIONSHIP.



And..
It makes me feel happy but at the same time,
It can drives me crazy :(



Hurmmm..
I hope everythin happen now is just a moment..
Settle down.. Will be okie then :)

Always BELIEVE in myself that I can cope with the stress
DO MY BESTTTT ..!!





Start from now on..
I will do better in my studies

PHYSIC FAILED?
NVM.


CHEMISTRY FAILED?
NVM.


ADD MATHS FAILED?
NVM.



There's always another CHANCE.
Just 1 more time..!!






I gonna pass u all :)

IM SICK OF IT ..!!

IM SICK OF IT!!!!!
Hmmmmm..

Im reali sick of everythi.. How hard just to forget everythin..
Sadly.. The more u wan to delete all the sad memories
the hard u forget bout it..




These few days,
Im totally not in a mood..
Tryin to crack a smile just to let them know IM OKIE..
But.. Am i reali look happy?













All bout studies..
I did tried my best..
I DID!!!!


Trust me for once? Please :(





Other than that..
Im frustrated bcoz of u..
I hope u know what Im reali yearni for..
U used to be so happy whenever ur textin with me..
But why u changed now?




If ur tired
Tell me..
I'll give u time to rest..
I know u tired of comfortin me..
I dunno why these few days Im actin like that..
I mad at u all the time
Being so frail..